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Friday 27 May 2016

Ecstasy in Death

Once in the dim moonlight, a man; unshaved for long, dim eyes, long hairs to seem like a freak, a dim blue shirt improperly tucked in, white pants which turned almost to a light brown by the day’s work at firm, he was walking through the moon-illuminated dark path after getting down from the only bus to reach from his very widely known firm. He was sick from inside since a long time but seeking to cheer from outside. He looked sad and grief clearly seen at his face which made a strange erroneous image of his personality. He was judging the life he is leading, about the obvious results, interpretations, philosophies and that entire sort of things. He was positive in his attitude that kept him moving through in his dull life. He was passing through the darkest side of the road and as he passed through he heard a hard, stern voice from his back. In anxiety, he looked back for the source of the sound. He saw an old wrinkled bright face from behind.
It was a lonely Old Man standing straight, pride reflecting on his face. Young Man paused to hear.
Old Man said:
‘You seem to be hungry for days; I will give you food and in return could you help me out in cleaning my home?’
Young Man seemed stunned; all his egotism emerged out of him to protest the Old Man’s misunderstanding. He stood there for a moment and reviewed his state. ‘Old Man is apparently right’, he thought to himself. Young Man missed doing any unrealistic, irrational or illogical comments, works, and talks after his college days where he enjoyed the most. Young Man tried to make it a hit back to the past.
Young Man said:
‘Thank You Sir, that’s a great aid for me. I haven’t had food for last 3 days. I could do any work you assign. You will be blessed for the support’
Old Man asked to follow him through to his small but beautifully decorated home with the nature works. Old Man asked out in curiosity:
‘How did you get these good pants, shoes and a bag? Is it a stolen one?’
Old Man chuckled!
Young Man brilliantly made up saying:
‘This was from my previous master; he gave me in return of the jobs being done at his home. He was a nice gentleman like you, Sir’
Old Man grinned!
The internals of home were neatly arranged and structures were with architectural precision to please the eyes of any, coming in. Young Man followed and did all the works that were being assigned. He was tired at the end physically but he wasn’t from heart, from mind. He was given with strong, delicious, hot dishes that Old Man has made for him. Old Man was happy for his work aids and Young Man for his food. Young Man realized the importance of mind-satisfaction over the others. Young Man deserved it more, but he couldn’t achieve this eternal happiness of satisfaction of the work you do. He got lost back to the thoughts, but this time the chamber of dreams opened up. He Thanked the Old Man.
Old Man said:
‘Come back tomorrow’
‘Definitely’
Young Man praised and walked out to his own home. He was smiling throughout the walk back home. He felt stronger. The grief has gone, he has got someone to replace or a facsimile of heart. He could sleep that night early without a dose. He dreamt for the very first time after the day he had last seen her.
Next morning with his usual prompt attitude but a bizarre additional unsullied contentment glazing around his face, he reached his firm. As he entered his cubicle, the phone on his table started ringing. He quickly picked up to talk.
A Harsh Voice said:
‘Come to my office now’ and hung-up
Young Man with dim-face, walked over to his boss’s room.
From the door he heard the recurring shouts of his boss on other employees. He pushed the door open to ask for permission to GET IN; prior to it a shout came to him asking:
‘Did you complete the project invoice corrections?’
Young Man gently replied:
‘Almost done, I promise you to get it done by today sir’
‘You could just do the almost part; you don’t know how to complete. You are just a waste to this firm, indeed waste to this land. Do you know anything that you could complete?’
Boss asked to taunt him with a wry smile ON his face, all others in understanding and compliance got into laughter to satirize.
‘You give back the records; I would complete it of my own’
He concluded with a sarcastic move of face out of Young Man’s eye which was his deception in real. It was the 183rd time that the project he was about to complete was took over by his boss. He was just 1 tier down to his boss’s place at the time he joined the firm, but now his boss is on the topmost tier and the Young Man is in the same place. It’s been 5 years since he has been working on the same table, same position.
Young Man was innocent; he gave the 99% complete project invoice corrections to his Boss. Boss got through with the 1% and submitted the mail back to head office. Soon an appreciation mail came up for the rapid pace of work completion and a smile turned up on the Boss’s face which looks absolutely similar to the butcher’s face when he gets money in return to the meat he vends. Young Man was staring at his master’s smiling face. Young Man smiled either. Boss shifted back his eyes on the smiling Young Man’s face, he said shouting:
‘Get back to your new assignments’
Young Man silently in grief of his lost 183rd assignment, moved to his cubicle. During his passage various pretty faces with ugly minds gave a passive smile over his obvious conditions. His mob started ringing; he checked out the name and dropped the call. On the mob it read:
22 missed calls’
He saw that with pain inside. He couldn’t resist the bit of tear that traced through the eyelids, nose and to the polluted floor of the rooms corner where he was standing. The tear that he lit cleaned the slightest part of floor, and that showed up the original white color of the same floor. He borrowed some happiness from the same fact that: My tear cleaned the fume of floor, at least I am needed by them.
He then got fed into the usual assignment works and the aggressive Boss didn’t allow him have lunch, Young Man fearfully obeyed him. Young Man thought to himself,
‘My Boss is right, why I am required here? I am a waste. I couldn’t do anything’.
His innocence confused his knowledge about self.
Tired Young Man traced back the same dark path back home. Old Man stood there waiting for him. Old Man called up and smiling Young Man followed to activate the deal. Old Man opened his bunch of stories, experiences this time.
Old Man sat on a chair and narrated his story of his no-marriage-on-an-unsuccessful-love to the Young Man. Old Man was keen to impart all the minute details about his abortive love which were conflictingly the only memories that he cherished. Old Man’s inquisitiveness on Young Man made him ask:
‘Do you have any such love?’
Young Man checked back his phone, it read:
49 missed calls’
Young Man replied with his tear lit up to the eye lids and wiping out:
‘No, sir’
Old Man sighed in discontentment.                                                                                         Old Man with the same respect and love had made the food for his so called servant which he fed. Young Man was happy again, for the satisfaction he received.
He realized that the old say is very true:
A Bad Job with Good Boss is better than a Good Job with a Bad Boss
He had another peaceful night.
But the phone still flashed saying:
73 missed calls’



The same routine followed the next day and he was being yet again exploited by his great Boss. After the office hours, he got into the only bus to home. He took out his phone and kept his eyes glued to the picture that he opened on his phone. It was his picture along with her, taken on their 4th Anniversary of love. He went down to the memories of his college days where he desperately loved her, but she never accepted his love. And later on with a course of successive events he got his deserving love. He was absolutely happy then.
A gentle familiar touch on his shoulder brought him back to present. It was her; his Lady.
He got a big blow. He asked:
‘You? Here?’  He was searching for words.
Lady stays at a different place far away from his and is pursuing a job, but came right here for him. She is practical, real, smart and happy irrespective of the circumstances. She understands people’s feelings, specifically the Young Man’s. Lady replied:
‘I am here for you,’ with a greeting smile on her face
She sat next to him and they kept silent for some time. It was the high intensity of their relationship which kept them in the state of tranquility. Lady has empathy over him. Lady figured out his uneasiness. Lady said:
‘It’s OK, I know you aren’t doing fine nowadays’
The Young Man said:
‘No, it isn’t. I am sorry; I didn’t pick up your calls’
Lady said:
‘You don’t need to be sorry to your lover’ she said smiling
That smile emerged out of her heart to dry the tear hitting the doors of his eyelids everyday in his work life. He was wrenched to the paradise containing love and happiness; The Lady’s Smile. His mind twirled. He said:
‘You are the only worth achievement I have got’
Lady said:
‘That’s very true,’ again smiling on imparting her modesty with her eyebrows launching up in grace. She always loved being praised by him.
‘So tell me, what happened?’
The Young Man explained him about the discontent towards his firm and the changes lead by it. The problems he runs through. Lady was compassionately listening to her lover’s sorrow. Lady was genuinely concerned about the Young Man’s problem but alike the Young Man, Lady kept positive.
The bus reached Young Man’s destination. Young Man held the Lady’s hand softly but locked and walked up through other route to home so as to escape the Old Man. He wanted the covert of him to be hidden before both Old Man and Lady.
After reaching home, Lady made food for him. They ate, he always liked her food. He exclaimed:
‘Awesome’
They were both 25 years old. They didn’t marry yet, they never thought much about it. Life after college was as busy as seen. Young Man arranged the bed for the Lady. He said:
‘You may sleep; I have some works to be done. Our GM is paying visit to firm tomorrow’
Lady replied:
‘I need to talk’
‘Tell’ he sat down
‘I don’t know if it’s the right time, but I need to tell’
‘Go on’
‘I want to marry you’
Young Man was astounded!
7 years ago, Young Man said the same thing to The Lady in college. He was gauging the changes that came to his life within this period. Young Man kept silent.
Lady said:
‘Don’t need to be worried about it, but please think on it’
It froze Young Man’s heart. He said:
‘Do I deserve a girl like you?’
Her childish humbleness spoke out again when she lifted her eyebrows again. Lady replied:
‘I am lucky to have you! Good Night!’
She gave a dedicated kiss to him on his right cheek and covered her face with blanket in shy. Young Man’s solidified adrenaline got his heat and ran in excitement. It was enough for him to be satisfied and happy. He went on to do the works assigned on the GM visit tomorrow moving to the other room after texting a message to her:
‘I love you’
She replied:
‘I love you too’
He slept on the chair. He woke up and asked her to stay back at home and travel through the city.  He rushed to the firm saying:
‘I will be late, back home’
GM visit gave obvious pressures to his Boss, which he transferred on to Young Man. Young Man was busy with his works.
One of the employees said:
‘It’s been said that our old GM has also come along to watch over the data’s’
Young Man replied:
‘Why does he want to know that?’
‘He was the best GM of our firm ever; he is the one who took our firm to this height. You might have heard about Dr. Prabhakar. It’s him!’
‘Yes, I have. Is he here?’
‘Yeah, but nobody is allowed to meet him’
Young Man aborted his wish to meet him.
The Old GM was analyzing the workers through the CCTV camera, while he got passed through Young Man’s face. He scrolled to get a zoomed picture of Young Man. He identified Young Man. He asked Young Man’s Boss about Young Man. Boss with excessive esteem to his-boss, said:
‘He is the Second-Assistant Manager, joined 4 years ago’
Old GM asked:
‘Why didn’t he get promoted since long?’
‘He is a hopeless surplus, Sir’
Old GM was confused. He was absolutely in the middle of nowhere.
After the work at firm, Young Man took his bus back to Old Man’s home. Old Man was having a worried puzzled look. Old Man kept numb. Young Man carried out the works and sat down to have food as per the existing deal. Old Man taking all the courage and with a perturbing mystifying face asked:
‘Who are you?’
Young Man to-end-the-play, said:
‘I am Krish, working as Second-Assistant Manager at a firm’
Old Man was convinced. But to continue, now with the start of his play; he asked:
‘You work at a firm on a decent position yet you look terribly ill, bodily weak, and mentally feeble?’
Young Man described the life he is passing through and the intricacy, frustration, catastrophe that he dealt after his college days-where he imagined about a much broad life that he could trail. He detailed his college days filled of ideas, dreams, longings and confidence and life after. He explained the grief of life ahead. Sharing it to Old Man gave Young Man the peace to his essence.
Old Man was dazed to see a versatile character and an owner of very unique personality whom he considered as his servant. Young Man never thought of having a disregard to his self-esteem due to this misunderstanding.
Old Man kept mute along the phase and Young Man in relief of revealing his distress kept calm. While the Young Man was walking out, Old Man called up and said:
‘You don’t need to come again’ with a mourning smile
Young Man replied:
‘May I?’
‘You’re Wish’
‘I guess some tomorrow will make everything right’
‘May that tomorrow come soon, son’
Young Man walked down the lanes to his home where his adore lay. He had a nice day to sink his sleep in dreams that he never used to watch. His sleep belonged to him now.
Next Morning was a bit noisy due to the falling of big drops of rain over the thick dry ground which produced a glee smell of mud that enriched the positive within.
The Lady stayed!
Young Man went to firm. It was absolutely a different scenario that he passed through while entering the firm. He was honored with round of claps, cheers, standing ovations. He was happy from nowhere. He didn’t know the reason, but yes he didn’t want to. His ecstasy within was unbounded right then. He was less bothered on the reason, but the news came:
‘He is being promoted to the place where Young Man’s Boss worked at. And the second news is that His Boss is being terminated from the firm’
He was ecstatic and so as to dilute the happiness which he acquired at that moment, he ran from that place over to 4 km’s to adulterate the level of happiness he achieved. He reached his home and took his soul with him and enjoyed the feet he achieved. The Lady was happy.
Lady thought it the appropriate moment to ask:
‘Will you marry me?’
‘Any doubt!’
Tears brushed past her blackened 21-eyelid hairs instantly and she hugged him so tight that she could make him feel how much she loves him.
His tomorrow has come; The Young Man’s. Young Man came to know that this was all done by the Old GM after recognizing him. Young Man wished to thank him, but Old GM demanded his privacy. Young Man never tried to contact the Old GM later.
Young Man convinced his and the Lady’s parents for marriage. The marriage was fixed and most of all the important guests were invited. Young Man thought of inviting the Old Man. Young Man considered Old Man as his luck. He decided to take his Lady along to Old Man’s place after telling about the story between him and Old Man. It’s been a long time, since he went there. He wanted to introduce his love and about the tomorrow-that-has-come.
He saw a huge number of people surrounding outside and inside the Old Man’s home from far. They reached the place, walked in and got that traumatizing news:
‘Old Man is dead
Young Man couldn’t control the emotions and the eyes watered rapidly and at even pace. His breathe summoned the grief of a lost friend. He froze. He reached the funeral and that is where he was taken aback as he saw the writing’s on grave:
Mr. Prabhakar (Ex-GM)
Young Man knelt down with his forehead touching the grave, uncontrolled tears along the fast breathes flowing on. The Lady couldn’t act in response in any way. She placed her arm over his shoulders. He cried along the day. He realized, he has just watched The God; The Old Man; The Old GM.
He took the invitation card from his pocket and kept it over the grave.
It read:
‘KRISH WEDS PINKY’
We cordially invite you to have your esteemed presence for making it a grand event.
He took his pen and wrote in to-column:
Dear Friend,
Mr. Prabhakar










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Harikrishna M Menon,
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Telangana State- 500060